If I die today
I want to take one last look at grandma’s gentle smile.
Then,
standing toward the east where the sun rises
staring straight at the majestic light
I want to lose my sight gradually.After losing sight completely
I want to listen to my favorite folk song one last time.
Then, if possible,
bearing the thunderous roar that
the earth’s spin makes
I want to lose my hearing too.

Being blind and deaf
in total silence and peace
there I want to fall into the last sleep
with no desire and no regret.